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Operation Wild October Morning….!!

August 23, 2011

The world had shown me ten million ways to hate

i thought they should be the ten million ways to love…..
I never knew that they are The Unique Ten million ways to f**k myself off….!
I guess most of men have a little private reserve of their own in some corner of their souls where they don’t welcome intruders…..!!
I lacked that…!!
And that made most of this crap…!!!
Yet The Word
“Wild October Morning”
Has got something significant…!
Tropical By Birth ,tropical By Nature…!
The ocotber, fall winter spring
Trees shed their leaves in the hope of new leaves….!!
In my life too
Some people exit from my diary and some new people enter…!!
I happened to knew from all my f*****g experience that It is me who has to keep the other people in my diary Happy….
Of course
Its me who need to stay happy through out My life history….
Losing my happienes for makin othr ppl to stay cool may end me up as dumbass…!
The word i always wanted to avoid is “AVOID”
When u r walkng along road smbdy may avoid u…
but heart feels like hell wen smbdy whom u fought , smiled and of course shared some inner most feelings …!!
This i never wanted to let happen…!!
It could be fair to exit from their territorial waters before being thrown out ..!!
Okay….
enough is enough….
Yes its always enough…
My creative brain(Used it very well in my INtermediate daz…!!)
and now i’m ” IN Term Idiot” to fell as a prey for some unfrank ,pirated emotions….!!
Yet most of my octane cylinders got emptied….
Buy i’m fortunate nough to have ppl lyk Avnsh,rajeev,krishna,reddy,akash…etc……
to refill those cylinders….!!
The first ever Flight of ASPIRATION AIRWAYS si ready to take its flight….!!
Injected with MAd Adrenaline….
Hope i cud end my show with flying colors….
Anyway dis May has marked few new ppl in my Diary
a cute little sister
and cute friend who had found littile interest in my LOST Mechanical diary crap…!
Nd no more inclusion of people suffering from Psyche Flu(a psychological version of Swine flu…!)
And Today is Rabia’s B’Day…
Happy B’day Rabia…!!
—– MooNY(My New Nickname..!!)
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Sports or Deluxe…?

August 23, 2011

Heavy expectations….

Heavy preparations…
Heavy Aspirations….
All before boarding FP to vizag….
Air of Headstrong interest
Returned a Pair of Frustrated Black Eyes…!

no sleep on night before…
poddunne 4 30 ki 10 kg luggage veskuni edo pedda tresure hunt start ainattu
intlo, chuttu pakkana unna vallaki
classmates ki
STEEL PLANT maade….
Jute mill lo thokki naaara teesinattu train lo thokkesaru…!!
poni le
pedda pedda achievements chesemundu ilantivi maamule ani lyt teeskuni….
ma 10 kg luggage tho steel plant ki velli akkada waiting….
ma lauggage chusina vallu Somalia nunchi thndi leka battalu sardeskuni Vizag vachinattu chudatam….
bharinchaam…!!
oka 45 minutes violent waiting tarvata came….

Century kottina tarvatha Sachin Tendulkar
Cup gelichina tarvatha MSD
Autographs kosam meeda padtaremo ane bhayam tho dooramga vellipoinattu vellipoindi…
ponle manam epdo oka sari chala hurt chesam
ala behave cheydam lo tappu ledu…!!
aipoindi..!!
4 hrs waiting…
still like Destitute from a war torn country..!!
After 4 long ,f**king hours…
Praveen came and said “manaki permission dorakaledanta ra…!!”
neekela telsu ra ante
By mistake darilo kanpinchindi
nen emaindi ani adigithe “permshn raledu” ani cheppindi annadu…!!!

Pt.No.1 Permission ranappudu we dint get permission ani Project Leader ki cheppali kada…!
Pt.No.2 ila avtundani teliyanappudu ,luggages veskuni vacheyandi,steel plant ma thatha gaare kattincharu annattu build up ,avasarama….
Car veskuni 1 hr lo vachydam vallaki okay..
but one day nidrapokunda
300 km
5 hrs jrney chesochaka
meekikkada panem ledu
mee pani meeru chuskondi ante..
manishi anna vaadu evadaina….
cheee..
edhava jeevitham…
Mukku moham teliyani vallane kadu
Telsina vallani kuda appudappudu nammakudadu…!!!
Nammakam meeda manaki unna nammakam pothundi…!!

ila unna thots ki summer stroke okati malle….
aftrnun varaku mosapoyam
cheated anna feel tho unna mind sudden ga philosophy loki padindi…!!
oka manishi hurt ainappudu intha bad ga eel avthada anpinchindi…!!!

When somebody stops talking to u only coz f u r deeds
hell it feels….
when our foul passions irritates other ppl will cut loose us from their lives…!!
We were flippantly thrown away from our usual positions ..!!
Suddenly i felt like sayin sorry for all those ppl whom i hurted many times…
I know
The damage caused by a huge mistake can’t be replaced by a silly,the most common 5 letter word sorry…!!
But here the wounded heart is helpless to make it happen for thos ppl to feel my apology…!!
Almost Impossible…!!
What a great life i got….
Acute attacks of bewildering infatuations….
Anyway…
happy to hear that i was best pal for most of people with whom i have been studying since yrs…!!
Had some shoulders to cry on…!!
Further cards i have in my hands and play them with decision…!!!
Hope this emotional asphyxiation could end soon!!!

Emotional Asphyxiation And The Small Town Syndrome………!

August 23, 2011

It all started when i rushed towards her like a fly rushes towards a lamp..!

When i used to smoke my memory hush suddenly i happened to feel her intrusion..!
I never really knew den dis may have little importance in my experiment torn life.!
To much of experimenting with my life caused a severe disorderliness..!
Of course this disorderliness is not uncommon for me….
the happened like this…!!
Every time i felt like giving up writing these insane writings some body will just intrude and raises hopes of making it till the end…!!
When this girl came like an unexpected summer rain…
I welcomed it….
don’t know the reason but somehow my Detective ridden brain sensed foul play…!!
I found her reason rather accepting…!!
Morphed….
These were the feelins before few months…
And i came to accept The existence whole heartedly…!!
Everytime i think about someone i start my thinkin from my purposely wasted shoool daz..
When i used to be an introvert and every one used to call me a good boy and i was very much susceptible to the so called false emotions…
Well, That’s not the matter i really think about…
But it gives me some base for Lateral, philosophical thinking..!

The Supernatural Case of Combined studies..!

August 23, 2011

My life is just another SI engine whose fly wheel is being malfunctioning for over 2 years….

The energy needed regulation ..
whether it is growth or decline its always been an exponential one…!
The thing i always hunt in search is for The Stability,Consistency…!
Indeed this friendship day brought some good news to smile….
When i look back i see a complete mess resulted due to my unplanned experiments, overcast , gloomy , Shadowy academics…!!
But when i look for the future i saw my bloody experiments taking their shape to furnish me extraordinary results!

Some posts need no Title-2

August 23, 2011

I comforted myself at the back of 50 seater with my crew…!!

All took their ID cards out and got ready with complete formals except few guys like me …
I took Rajeev’s shirt..
for the fact i dint picked even a single formal dress for the tour…!!
It took almost 40 odd minutes to reach the CMTI from the rail station..
those 40 odd minutes had given us little glimpse of bustling metro life..!
The wallposters of kannadaWOOD(Don’t know what to call!!)
I don’t know why they got my attention…
those actresses are the people who tried their luck at tollywood and failed…!!
I saw My childhood Fav star Nikhita in “GUN” wall poster..!!
And the most amazing thing is there are some people Called HEROES looked like the fellows who were denied admission in Mysore ZOO..!!
There i saw “5 Idiots”
Something that looked like” Kalamanja”(I really dont know how to pronounce Kannada words…!!)
I felt so sorry for the audience of mighty Bengaluru Metro People..!!
When compared to those stars even OM (Okka Ma…..) is lil better…!!
Suddenly the bus stopped at a junction huge traffic…!!
A huge construction under progress….
We don’t know that it was a part of B’lore Metro..!!
There is a huge iron pillar..
something like huge plate was attached to it…
We had a heated argument about whether the plate is riveted or bolted…!!
Then came a guy known for his photography with his brand new canon Mr.Mahendra Pedapati photographed that thing and zoomed that picture and showed that it was riveted..!!
i own my stake of Rs.10/- with Kesh..!!
Few minutes later we reached CMTI @ CVRamanNagar..
The lunch was already arranged there for us…
I expected lot from the kannada people…
But i just had to adjust myslef with Chapathi, 2 cups rice….
Sambar and the curd (Sour..!!)….
all for just Rs.50/-
Started into industry …!!
They just don’t allow Cameras or phones into industry…!!
Immediately after security check we were all allowed into that esteemed ,serene campus..!!
We were divided into 2 groups and set sailed for the next 3 hours..!!
The group which consisted me rushed into Rapid prototyping block ,Where a guy called Vinod waiting for us ..!!
He explained What prototyping is
and why it is being used and alll…..
It is the only process where we can produce a sphere inside another sphere freely rotating and without seam that in single step…!!
The process is supported by A slicing software and a machine which manufactures…
Somebody told us to note down the specifications of that machine….
I wonder what we do with them…??!!

Some posts need no title…!!

August 23, 2011

It’s 12th august , A Friday ,The day suddenly i took the task of completing my tour memoirs..Don’t know why suddenly i took that thing…!!

I’ve tried so many times but without completion..!
I know i’m pretty good at taking initiations and taking first leap…
But hell is that i can’t live upto expectations when it comes to execution..!!
I do remember a person when i talk about the start of proceedings for Industrial tour..!!
That day
In December,2010… i think
I was seriously googling for some books (of course i don’t read’em…But i used to maintain a good collection of E-Books…!!)
I got a message on my Gtalk Gadget ” Do You know Civil people are booking their train tickets for their Industrial tour..!!”
oh is it…
okay lets c…
some one will take a forward leap in our class lets follow him(There is a reason for not including HER here…!!)…
after few days @ After Lunch Discussion
I had a discussion regarding this tour with Abbas ,Sasidhar,Mahendra…
Few people who got interest in arranging such type of events…
I’m fortunate have such a bunch of good organizers…
People like them took such tasks with huge responsibility…
and they are really good team players…!!
i really love working with them.!
There are people who bank upon the people behind curtain…
they don’t do much work but they do indulge in things at eleventh hour ..!!
These people should be appreciated when compared to those people who crack jokes on The Organizers…!!
at last after so many days we have finalized the places and dates
and the faculty ,permissions, Money etc…
But still there is one task to be completed ” making the total count to 40″
While trying to reach 40
we came across some Strange situations and some PECULIAR people…!
One said ” My grand pa is seriously ill”
can’t comment on such reasons…
the person’s been perfectly polite i(we) cudn’t question Honesty…!!
One couldn’t blame other people’s family responsibilities..!!
Another guy
the most awful case
” I tried to call and convince my dad to permit me…
and the network people saying that it was wrong dialed…
Suddenly i remembered that I FORGOT MY DAD’S Phone Number..”
Dumbstruck at the very moment….
Thank god i’m still alive….
And this thing happened to our beloved XCr suddenly offered his helping hand and we were delighted…!!
I thought owing to cold war between us
they may remain as audience…
but no
they came forward…!!
Another guy
pirated emotions…
I was cursed with the ability to guess intentions of people from their eyes….
Lips can lie while eyes can’t…
i cant guess exactly but i can suspect mismatch between words and expressions…!!
Anyway after so many Adventures and differentiations The tour started ..!!
I have had written till the PRASHATHI XPRESS dropeed us at B’lore-Yeshwanthpura Rail station @12 noon…!!
A Guy from the travel company came and received us ….Soon we packed our luggage, baggage into the luxury bus that had been arranged for us …!!
Started off to The Central Manufacturing Technology Insti(CMTI), CVRaman Nagar.!

My Rendezvous with Mechanical Engineering

August 23, 2011

I don’ quite remember the exact moment when I decided that I was going to be a mechanical engineer.Though I had always wanted to be an engineer, i had never ever thought of specialization (but i did have a great deal of interest in Aeroplanes and Spacecrafts) until I had undergone a career counselling programme.After being made to write tests for hours that gauged my aptitude,skills,personality and discovered my interests i was advised by the counsellor to take up careers in any of these streams-Architecture,Mechanical Engineering,Industrial Design,Genetic Engineering,Interior Designing,Astronomy/Astrophysics,Bookkeeping ,etc.I was suggested to choose a course that required artistic and clerical abilities.but I wasn’t much interested in career planning coz it was too early…i was in my 9th standard and there were a jolly good 3 years to think about joining a college! All I wanted was to be associated with the world of technology that had immensely changed my nation.

As i moved into my eleventh standard I felt very comfortable with science chapters related to mechanical engineering like statics, dynamics and fluid mechanics and the thermal sciences.As i moved into class 12 I started feeling uncomfortable with electricity and electronics primarily because it became difficult to imagine and visualize the concepts of these sciences as compared to the mechanical sciences.

I still loved Computer Science because I was good at programming and my CS Mam was an excellent teacher.But then young India was too obsessed with Software and electronics ….especially the top rankers chose these courses…and i wanted to be different..hence I decided – to go for Mechanical Engineering .I brooded over the topic and came up with umpteen no. of reasons and decided my career…

and joined a UG Bachelor of Engineering(Mechanical)course .

Top 10 reasons why I chose to be a Mechanical Engineer on my next post