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Emotional Asphyxiation And The Small Town Syndrome………!

August 23, 2011

It all started when i rushed towards her like a fly rushes towards a lamp..!

When i used to smoke my memory hush suddenly i happened to feel her intrusion..!
I never really knew den dis may have little importance in my experiment torn life.!
To much of experimenting with my life caused a severe disorderliness..!
Of course this disorderliness is not uncommon for me….
the happened like this…!!
Every time i felt like giving up writing these insane writings some body will just intrude and raises hopes of making it till the end…!!
When this girl came like an unexpected summer rain…
I welcomed it….
don’t know the reason but somehow my Detective ridden brain sensed foul play…!!
I found her reason rather accepting…!!
Morphed….
These were the feelins before few months…
And i came to accept The existence whole heartedly…!!
Everytime i think about someone i start my thinkin from my purposely wasted shoool daz..
When i used to be an introvert and every one used to call me a good boy and i was very much susceptible to the so called false emotions…
Well, That’s not the matter i really think about…
But it gives me some base for Lateral, philosophical thinking..!